YESTERDAY
WORK
it was a one hell lot of experience being a dresser for the 1st time and it was for cleo's 15th birthday. it really made me have a love/hate relationship of working in the fashion industry especially backstage. (to think i kinda HAVE to do this in the future since im a vmer) it was really just really made me realise my temper is definitely a no-no but i really cannot just stand there and get scolded for something i didnt do (this is why my temper sucks). and yes, the "boss" is always right, even though its not your fault. i just have to shut up and accept it. i was really almost to blow my top and boiling inside very badly. i got a hot female model who is damn scary and somehow i lost one of the garments. yea i know right, fucked up. but it really wasnt my fault i swear on my life. it was so chaotic at that point in time, and i had to dress 3 people almost at once. just kill me. how can a first timer not blunder up doing 3 models! i may be giving excuses but yea, what the hell. wasted 25 bucks cabbing to chee's chalet, which was one helluva awesome night.
DRINKING
by the time i reached about 12 the drinks were ALL gone and i mean all. i brought the schnapps i stole from okfest but how could that have been enough? spent a whole lot time accompany chees cousin michael to go fetch his friends and then get more drinks. (thankfully the seven eleven far away from the chalet allowed us to buy. if not i would have totally felt even more fucked up cause after that stupid work i just wanted to drink and get gone) reached back the chalet again about, 2? i drank about four (not full) shots almost at once, and some beer mixed with the remaining schnapps, cause everyone was still high but almost sobering up already. thankfully syara was still pretty high so i had her, lijin and (shit i forgot his name, i think its uhhh jit?), for company. the inbetweens i only can recall here and there. someone apparently brought ec (i have no idea what it stands for, but its called laughing gas too?) and omg, it makes you get like double the highness you already were. funny that while youre high you actually feel like you can blank out any moment, pretty scary. and the queerest thing was that in the midst of the ec thing i had a freaking deejavu. who on earth dreamt about having laughing gas la. but yea, i was kinda the last one still high i think cause slowly everyone sobered up since they were high for way much longer than i was. that kinda sucked but i just ko-ed on the couch.
i think, last night was one of the best nights ever.
TODAY
headed home with a damn awful hangover and dad came to fetch me. napped for about two hours before heading out again for flea, with still a slight hangover. its funny how when youre having a hangover and it makes you feel like shit, probably swear you wont drink again but obivously not. flea was packed shit and i got dizzy from all the digging and bending up and down. my best buy would definitely be this vintage bag for what, one dollar?! and inside apparently have 2 oldschool bus tickets. hahahaha.
now, im tired shit so im going to sleep soon.