i think its so weird that i just realised about sleeping habits
because for starters, yesterday and today i could wake up on time myself 
(thought yesterday wasnt counted since i didnt go to school)
but hahaa, im weirdly not sleepy now, rather apparently exceptionally wideawake

todays been pretty good i guess
finally stayed back in school after the entire block. my god
how i really missed staying in school till at night! 
going to finish up packaging for vpress finally assignment then off to sleep i goooo~
(since fpm mates havent sent me anything and compiling wont take long anyway, or i hope at least)

  

omg i swear my internet is really driving me nuts ttm
one moment its four bars (like for less than 10 seconds) and the rest of the time its only ONE my gosh
oh right when im in my living room
funny thing is i just need to walk a few steps to my dining table and i get full connection. 
but i dont want to stay in my dining room la! okay but still its pissifying enough because the internet is SUPPOSED to be damn good and the living room is suppose to detect it.

and i think because the internet was down for the past few days i become very very lazy all over again
the laziness i was before i got paddles
where when i have nothing to do id just end up sleeping on my couch
i realised how much i have really missed sleeping soooooo much
sleep eat watch tv eat sleep watch tv those life was awesome; unproductively awesome
since i have no life with nothing to do outside, so just sit at home and sleeep loooorrrrrrrr
so after feeling that way for the weekends, i already secretly wished that i was in a normal poly
where we DONT have block system and have time to sleep. my god. 
but i have no choice do i

now back to vpress
i wonder how come i can do not-so-bad for the first four assignments which are only 10% but the heavier weightage ones are like crap
seriously, the bookmark ones werent successful and im having trouble with this book one too. 30%. damnnnnnnnnn
gotta try and finish it so i can hopefully print tomorrow, latest wednesday.

 okay so i did go tanning yesterday after posting (: thats not my main point here
so i got up halfway and walked back home to grab a can of coke like i always usually do
but upon reaching i almost blacked out, like literally
my vision was really all blurry and black and if it wasnt for np i would have totally just allowed myself to faint
it was a crazy, horrible experience cause my head remained giddy for a hugeee damn while
(but what if i really fainted and never woke up..?)

anyhoots, karma struck me by giving me cramps now ): so much for "having" them on friday for irenes class. hehehe
but yea, its good so i can just stay at home and finish vpress and many other work too. 
i really cannot emphasise how much i rreallly hate having cramps. and i have to stop whining everymonth on top of that. damn.

(i really cant believe that its submission week now cause its still pretty slack. this entire block damn slack sia. okay today, tomorrow wed is going to chiong hell. but other then that, my god totally like nothing la. blocks ending on thurs 12noon. everyone say hiphiphurrayyyyyyyy~!)

 internet was down for the past two daysss. badddd
finally got it back (: gotta start working on vpressssssss.

ps. i was hoping to go tanning today but the sun is being an asshole. just stay sunny will youuuuu?

pps. i never knew my mother worked as a merchandiser for crocodile before, only till last night. too bad because it was a chinese-speaking company and she said the other aunties there refused to teach her so she quit. lolol imagine if she had stayed on thereeeee. id have a merchandiser mother. lol

N.P was almost almost discovered this morning. close shave.


no plans for halloween yet.

ANYONE?



on a side note. school has been weirdly..free. hahhahaha not badd (: just kinda hate the timings which always differ from the others. damn

X  two days of school have passed. and im pretty glad i managed to have a successful add/drop and got visual presentation :D
im having this love/hate relationship with it cause you technically HAVE to be a perfectionist and being one is sooooo annoying. 
fashion purchasing management on the other hand is just dead boring, for now at the very least i hope. 

X just now during dinner, kelly tim and i ended up guessing which emails belong to whom and it was pretty fun
i think i have a thing for all these kind of things (: idk why.

X saw kel using her snowleopard just now and it looked freaking awesome. cant wait to use it soon toooooooooo :D 

X i really hope that the red on hair doesnt fade off so fast cause im still in love with this red. i need to think of another hair colour to fall in love with soon.

X director comm tomorrow. zzz i shall bring paddles and do work there. im pretty sure i can do quite abit la, since its going to take forever anyway

X i HAVE to finish making my grandmas pj's by this weekend-technically by tomorrow. (yea i decided to make one for her :D) 

X oh, mothers coming back tomorrow! (so i guess thats the end of "it")

X im sleepy and i dont feel like starting work. (whats new right)

 YESTERDAY 

WORK

it was a one hell lot of experience being a dresser for the 1st time and it was for cleo's 15th birthday. it really made me have a love/hate relationship of working in the fashion industry especially backstage. (to think i kinda HAVE to do this in the future since im a vmer) it was really just really made me realise my temper is definitely a no-no but i really cannot just stand there and get scolded for something i didnt do (this is why my temper sucks). and yes, the "boss" is always right, even though its not your fault. i just have to shut up and accept it. i was really almost to blow my top and boiling inside very badly.  i got a hot female model who is damn scary and somehow i lost one of the garments. yea i know right, fucked up. but it really wasnt my fault i swear on my life. it was so chaotic at that point in time, and i had to dress 3 people almost at once. just kill me. how can a first timer not blunder up doing 3 models! i may be giving excuses but yea, what the hell. wasted 25 bucks cabbing to chee's chalet, which was one helluva awesome night.

DRINKING

by the time i reached about 12 the drinks were ALL gone and i mean all. i brought the schnapps i stole from okfest but how could that have been enough? spent a whole lot time accompany chees cousin michael to go fetch his friends and then get more drinks. (thankfully the seven eleven far away from the chalet allowed us to buy. if not i would have totally felt even more fucked up cause after that stupid work i just wanted to drink and get gone) reached back the chalet again about, 2? i drank about four (not full) shots almost at once, and some beer mixed with the remaining schnapps, cause everyone was still high but almost sobering up already.  thankfully syara was still pretty high so i had her, lijin and (shit i forgot his name, i think its uhhh jit?), for company. the inbetweens i only can recall here and there. someone apparently brought ec (i have no idea what it stands for, but its called laughing gas too?) and omg, it makes you get like double the highness you already were. funny that while youre high you actually feel like you can blank out any moment, pretty scary. and the queerest thing was that in the midst of the ec thing i had a freaking deejavu. who on earth dreamt about having laughing gas la. but yea, i was kinda the last one still high i think cause slowly everyone sobered up since they were high for way much longer than i was. that kinda sucked but i just ko-ed on the couch. 

i think, last night was one of the best nights ever. 


TODAY

headed home with a damn awful hangover and dad came to fetch me. napped for about two hours before heading out again for flea, with still a slight hangover. its funny how when youre having a hangover and it makes you feel like shit, probably swear you wont drink again but obivously not. flea was packed shit and i got dizzy from all the digging and bending up and down. my best buy would definitely be this vintage bag for what, one dollar?! and inside apparently have 2 oldschool bus tickets. hahahaha. 

now, im tired shit so im going to sleep soon.